a lot of randomness tonight..
but feeling okay.. feeling loved.. feeling hopeful..

meleia’s tutu that came… adorable.

some notes from by baby…


and the jekyll and hyde alcohol bottles that are cool as hell.. we should have bought one to drink as well, since i insisted as using these as decoration.. but the jekyll is supposed to be like a berry-ish flavor.. and the hyde and a black licorice flavor.. ick!! one day maybe we’ll try them..

i went outside baby
ya let that sun light reflect
this soul
showing, shining on me
pale and innocent
how i wished you there
to cover me
make me yours
make beauty for all to see

that was a week ago baby
it’s cold now
raining
but i still want you here
want you to cry in the wetness
with me
want you to stand and let the water
wash our sins
away

we could start over
throw out those bottles
those bottles that get
us no where at the bottom
how i hate the bottom
of the bottle

time will take over though
throw more things into place
not too many pieces are missing now
we’ve found that line
where we love
where we laugh
where we share
where we shine

no matter what
i want you here
in the sun
the rain
and bottom of the bottle or not

(just a long as there is no madness involved )
i wish i knew how to get back into the groove of things.
sometimes i’m okay.. sometimes i’m not.
and there is no apparent reason…
for now. it’s the upside.

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