Archive for April, 2009

my dad…

Monday, April 6th, 2009

my father’s birthday was a couple of days ago.. so after spending some quality time with him, i thought i must dedicate a post.  he is a very loving man.. funny and unique…  he is an old-fashioned hippie who travels around buying and selling antiques… his home, inside and out, is full of so many neat, incredible treasures of his.. it is always an amazing time to go and just admire everything…his land is beautiful, away from everyone and everything, right next to the lake.. i have never been in need of anything in my life because of  my father.  he always makes sure we are okay…
happy birthday daddy! we love you so much!!

my father and i when i was very little..
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my dad, yes he has a very long beard, with a truck full of goodies…
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riding his BAD ASS four wheeler.. that thing hauls!
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a couple of the many old vehicles he has…
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and, a couple hidden treasures inside…
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sangaria anyone?

Sunday, April 5th, 2009

meleia getting all clean to go visit the easter bunny….
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haha..she wasn’t too sure what to think about him…
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my surprise douglas brought home to me. new flip flops, my dream ;)
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family time…
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and now, after the little one is finally in bed, my baby made me some sangaria…
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another terrific day…

saturday.. saturday…

Saturday, April 4th, 2009

after a very long, but amazing, day of mommy running errands, douglas taking meleia for ice cream and buying her a new wagon, making an incredible dinner on the grill and having a “picnic” on the living room floor with meleia… we went to craig’s to hang out for awhile.. then to come home to hanging the new curtains and my baby helping me clean up the messy kitchen ;)
i am very, very lucky.

craig’s badass skull ashtray and wall hanging..
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dose and craig with his abnormally long tongue, weird..
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meleia and dose “graffiting” craig’s wall..
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the finished wall..haha
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and.. my curtains ;)
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our princess.

Thursday, April 2nd, 2009

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blessed.

Wednesday, April 1st, 2009

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happy anniversary, my douglas… i love you so very, very much.
i can’t believe how far we’ve come…
and what we’ve been capable of making it through…
we found out what works…
the way to act, the words to speak..
the places to touch…
and you know i know you touch so well.
i can’t imagine ever being without you.
you take such good care of me, in every aspect.
and you are a strong daddy to meleia.
that’s so important.
i love our life.
i couldn’t ask for much more…
you understand me.
we understand each other.
i love laughing with you.
our silly conversations you always want to catch on video.
i love when you are being vulnerable.
always wanting me to sit on the couch with you.
there are so many things i never want to forget about you.
i’ll play them over and over again in my mind.
an endless black and white movie.
from the past.
and i’m so glad to live in today… tomorrow.
with you baby.
always meet me in our bed.
always.

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“When you love someone, all your saved up wishes come out.”

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“In dreams and in love, there are no impossibilities.”

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“Soul meets soul on lover’s lips.”

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