this is a complete shock (as most of this pretty much as been) to everyone… no one expected me to get two girls like i had hoped, but atleast one of each… as of today.. the ultrasound showed, clearly, two boys… i am soooo… upset. i cried.. and cried again. what will i do with two boys?? i won’t have any idea.. i am so scared.. poor meleia even thought it was one of each and i am sad for her because she won’t have anyone to play dolls with.. lol. obviously this has made me very emotional. i am so girly.. and so is meleia.. how will i deal with frogs and mud? little penis’s? just boy stuff… i know it all sounds petty.. which it is, i know a lot is hormones and still being scared in general.. i know that i will be happy as long as they are both healthy… just very apprehensive at the moment.. name wise, i have no idea really.. it’s really up in the air at this point.. as is everything!! here are two new pictures… at about nineteen weeks..
baby a’s thigh leg and thigh bone…
side view of baby b’s head and face…
since they are bigger now and so tight in my stomach it’s hard to get good pictures of them, or even all of one of them it seems.. 
pray for me!!!
since this is the last year of her being an only sibling, we went a little over board on gifts as well… but i figure she deserves the best. she is my princess!! i am very excited to give her this special day.
