i feel that a semi formal, sort of good-bye, is what is needed here…
i am not the person i thought i was.
nor who anyone thought i was.
i’ve come to find out.

i am not capable of being loved.
i am not good enough to have another stand by my side
for the rest of my life.
i am not worthy of much
if anything
at all…

i love him.
with all of my heart and soul.
like i never have before.
and i bleed immense amounts of emotion right now.
for he can’t understand.
and he can’t wait.
and he’s leaving.
and then he’s gone.

and we all know that’s where the story ends.
which is more than likely right here.
so….

bye…
and count your blessings for what you have, every single day.
for you never know what will happen.

in life.tears.heartache.and blood.
lyndsay.

This entry was posted on Tuesday, May 12th, 2009 at 6:43 PM and is filed under .life.. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.