it was such a beautiful day out.. i got a lot of errands done.. and i got to spend a little time with my douglas being his silly self and got a picture of him in his st. patty’s day gear..

i took meleia for a walk.. to blow bubbles.. and write on our whole sidewalk with chalk…

no green beer.. but a good day all in all.. i’m getting anxious for a change.. something different in our life.. i really want a job.. i really need to get out more.. i need to try to make myself more happy since it doesn’t matter how happy meleia and my doug can make me, until i can do it myself as well.. so… i know i always say it.. but soon a major change has to happen .. i really need a car and a job.. and i think i’ll feel better about things.. i love staying at home with meleia.. and i love cleaning and keeping the house and everything up.. but i need to get out some.. it gets too depressing always doing the same thing at home.. i don’t know.. maybe i’m just rambling and it doesn’t even make sense.. i just still am trying to get something inside me changed… blah.
again.. happy st. patrick’s day!!

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