so lately i have been out of sorts.. we all know this.. slowly i am getting things figured out, i’d like to think.. along the way i am helping someone else figure things out long over due as well… and i think together, we will make it. atleast we are trying. and willing. and our love is strong. strong. i haven’t been able to write lately.. i am hoping tofind words again soon… douglas has started writing again.. amazing poems for me. thanks baby. i know things are far from perfect right now, in a lot of ways.. but i hold faith that soon everything will be … normal again. whatever normal is… i love you, douglas.


I love you too Miss Lyndsay Lane.