it’s just another masquerade
same prize behind every door
your prizes are so grand though
why am i sinking so low

it’s just another day
with my own trip
when you’re gone you know
and it gets so bad
it gets so lonely
so fucking monotonous
i want to cry
i want to scream
and i don’t mean to
not at you
or her
but then who

it’s my own fault
my own flaws
i’m the joker
i’m the reason behind
those black ish ties
those mysterious looks
those suspicious actions
those loving touches
those beautiful words

i’m still drummin’ away
everyday
harder than the last
faster than the past
even if i live the days
like a robot now
i’ll find my path again
i’ll find the lost answers
i’ll open my eyes
i have to
for something has to change
in me
in me
in me

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