so.. doug and i leave each other little notes at our smoking table when one of us isn’t around and we feel like talking.. hehe.. but… in the notebook he found something i had written.. goodness.. a long, long time ago (which i’m sure he didn’t know) and sweetly he replied. and i found it.. one day i will marry him. maybe 
love you my poet.
I’ve been waiting for you to find my reply. seriously, I must have wrote that response soon after you wrote…. it’s been forever, I almost forgot… n that notebook there are things you’ve yet to find